everyday

...it is the love of little happiness, of miniscule sacrifices, ordinary courages and short-lived serenity. it's them happening a million times every moment of your breath...

one of my favorite lines from the NOT so many love letters i have given her. this one is ultimately and profoundly true and will always be. everyday, i fight this battle of loneliness. everyday, i win and i lose. use your tools and fight it, she would always say.

it's been a month now since i left home. i can never go back to those lost moments with them. how i wish i was there with my little sam so she can show the 2 stars she got from school. how i wish i was there so i can see her drive her first mile on our car. how i wish i was there and never leave home again...ever.

this blog has been my tribute to loneliness. after this, i ain't gonna give in anymore.

p.s.
thanks.